If only you knew...

Ask me anything, bitches.

Google, how I love you so

You tell me the things

I want to know

Like all of the movies

That one guy was in

When racing for answers

Together we win.

You make me look smart

When I normally wouldn’t

Perform all the tasks

Other search engines couldn’t

When I get bored

I can google my house

Or spy on some else’s

Less quiet than a mouse

Google earth and Gmail, too

I’d be lost forever

If I didn’t have you

With you standing by my side

There’s no information

The world could hide

We find bad porn

And some good stuff, too

My sweet google darling

There’s nothing we can’t do.

 

~crystal-dawn

Untitled? Are you kidding?

Gimme a word

I’ll give you a phrase

But to dream a whole poem

Well, my god, it takes days!

So many thoughts

Jumbled up in my head

Cant’ sort through them pretty

My talent is dead

Left alone rotting

Alone for some years

I poured out emotions

By dumping out tears

What a shame now to realize

My paint brush is lost

For a chance to play house for a monster?

What a cost..

If I could go back

Turn the pages to prior

I’d throw that damn ring

And false vows in the fire.

I hate to live life

And have things to regret

But fuck

It’s not easy to forgive lest forget

Call this the divorce poem

Or the mourn of a poet

The colors are splashed

Too obscurely to show it.

I know that it’s in there

I’m sure that there is hope

Just need to unravel

The kinks in this rope

That I’ve tied ‘round their necks

And twice ‘round my own

I’m done with that suffocating

Feeling alone.

I need to stop rhyming now

For somebody’s sake

To continue on blindly

Would be a mistake

That could cost me my readers

The rocks that I stand

I’ll bring it back slowly

In random free hand..

 

~crystal-dawn